Wednesday, October 9, 2013

♥ #TheSunProject109 ♥

Okay so as you may know, I did the #TheSunProject109 a few days ago! 
This was trending all on instagram and tumblr all day long on Oct. 9 and I felt like I should do it.
Okay let me explain what it is first:
Draw a sun on your wrist if you are one of the people 
that is suffering or have suffered self harm, bullying, depression,
an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, etc. 
Even if you haven't from any mental illness, 
you can still participate to show your support.
The sun is important in the solar system, 
just as you are important to this earth.
The sun has a huge shine that everyone
sees except itself, just like every single 
one of you have a special shine that
you can't see yourself.

I did this because I felt 4/5 of those things mentioned above and this was probably
the best idea I ever heard. I never self harmed because I couldn't come to the point of actually hurting myself. But for the people that has or went through many of those things above, and is still here today, with us, I commend you. We need to get chances like these to support people who have been through these types of things on a daily basis and it gives
them hope. So whoever came up with this idea is genius. It breaks my heart to see so many people thinking that they are not good enough and think they are not important.
Well let me tell you, you are important.
God created you for a reason and you may not find your purpose in this world,
or not yet, but God truly has a plan for you.
I want you to stop hurting yourself, harming yourself, and thinking in a suicidal way.
I seldom still think in a suicidal way but it gets better day by day.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
You may not see it or you may not think so, but it will.
If you are being cyber bullied or if you are going through a rough time
talk to me. Send me an e-mail or contact me, whichever way you want.
I'm always here to help. Love you guys, and stay strong.

Being a little artsy and showing my support.
Suicide Prevention Day.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

♥ Knight of the Crimson Moon ♥

Chapter 1: Bright Moon

I jumped, and opened my eyes slightly to the loud noise of my clock. I ran my hand down the side of my cheek as I turned to see what time it was on the grandfather clock. The clock struck six-thirty a.m. I looked up towards the ceiling to see my majestic vintage canopy hanging over me. My house is pretty big; a manor, similar to a mansion. I would feel so lonely in this big place if Elizabeth wasn't here with me. It puts me in the mind of a historical grand palace, with grand diamond chandeliers, and a slightly pink-pastel, vintage overtone to it. I then remembered that I ended up in this house because my now dead parents left this house for me in the will, along with the money. My parents were both wealthy doctors, but I never really knew who they were. I live by myself, but the person who always watched over me was Elizabeth. She takes care of the house for me and was close friends with my parents. She had always been there for me... far from what I could even remember. I closed my eyes, then opened them again, and jumped out of bed. I went to my big window, and opened the curtains. Light from the sun poured in, as I looked out the window from my three story house. I always enjoyed living in the countryside of Aspen Range. The springs would bring sweet smelling flowers, along with birds chirping their melody. I could see Elizabeth tending the garden below, and smiled at the great view.
      I snapped back to reality hearing the chime of the clock echoing it's annoyance in my ears. As soon as the clocked stopped, I then walked to the bathroom. "Man that thing is loud..." I placed my hands down onto the sink, and looked into my big long mirror my hair was long, nearly reaching to the level of my bellybutton. It was also a silky black color, which brought out my golden skin complexion. In my opinion, I thought I looked pretty decent enough. I would say I'm a little pretty than what you may think, but not as pretty as the ladies I see walking in downtown Aspen. My lips are peach pink, and my skin is soft. The only problem I don't like about myself are my eyes. My eyes are brown, but looked black whenever you looked at them. Others often think I look mean, but it only happens when I get angry. I tied my hair into a ponytail using a red ribbon. I then braided my long hair, and tied another ribbon at the bottom, and pulled my braid to the left side in front of my shoulder. I turned the faucet on, and splashed a little water on my face to wake myself up a little. 
   After I washed my face, and brushed my teeth, I went into my walk-in closet to choose my ensemble for the day. I often find myself to dress up in men influenced attire, mainly because I'm a tomboy. I like to wear suit vests along with coats. I tied a scarf around my collared shirt, then I buttoned up my suit vest. I put on my trousers, and my fancy pair of loafers, then I tied a cloak around myself. I put on my black pair of gloves as l looked in the mirror. I already knew that people would make a big fuss over my attire for the day, but I didn't care because this day was special for me; so therefore I had to dress up.
    When I was done dressing myself, I walked out of my giant room down towards the grand staircase. I walked down the steps, and then went to the kitchen to grab one of the fresh pastries and tea that Elizabeth always makes for me each morning. I walked into the dining room and rested my elbow on the chair. I looked out the long window as the embroidered curtains hung daintily from it. The sunlight illuminated the whole room. It was a beautiful sight. It was my favorite room in the whole house. Great memories happened here. I enjoyed eating on the long exquisite table every quiet, beautiful morning. The centerpiece was covered in beautiful flowers layered along to both ends of the table. It was piled with silver tableware that gave it a high end look. Parties were enjoyable because the table could at least seat up to thirty people. I sat down at the end of the table to quickly eat my pastry and quietly sipped up my tea. When I finished, I put the dishes up then walked down the red carpeted hallway to the front door.
      I opened the tall wooden doors which always made a deep creaking noise. I walked out the door shutting it behind me. It was a sunny day and I could smell the aroma of the flowers as they filled the air with their scent. I looked to the right to see Elizabeth. I walked down the porch, and stepped on the grass where she was kneeling. She turned, and smiled at me. "Good morning Master Crimson," she said. "Good morning Elizabeth," I said as I smiled back at her. She closed her eyes quickly, and opened them smiling. "Did you get any rest?" I turned my head slightly to the side, and answered. "Yes... Well... Maybe I did get a little rest, but lately I have been struggling to get some sleep lately." I didn't want to tell her the true reason why. Dreams would trouble me at night just a few weeks back, and up until now. "I see..." she said as she picked up the flower pot from the ground, then stood on her feet. Elizabeth was very pretty. Her hair was always pulled up into a braided bun, with flowers always in her hair from the garden. She always wore her elegant, cream-colored, and light blue maid uniform that brought out her snow white skin. 
      She then looked towards me with her big blue eyes, and said, "Well I hope you do get enough rest. You don't need to be spending too much time on your research. Just take a break from it. I always see you in your office ruffling through those books, and papers of yours. "I looked at her smiling, and said, "Don't worry Elizabeth, I'm okay. I will usually go back to my same old ways. I'm just trying to find more about my parents that's all." "Okay, but don't overwork yourself. If you think you need rest, then you really need it. So, why are you dressed up for the day anyway Master?" She asked me. "I am going to go downtown to the Saint Hill Church today to talk to someone important." "Well you have a good day today, and I hope everything goes well for you. Did you enjoy your breakfast?" There was no reply. "Master, Master? Oh goodness!" She turned around to see me already halfway running down towards the front lawn gate. I turned my head around, and waved at her. "You always know I do! I chuckled as I yelled back. She smiled, and shook her head as she went back into the house. I ran out the gate, and stopped to lock it. I then went into the driveway, and got into my country vintage car. Hopefully this would be the day to find out more about the mystery of my past...

Monday, July 8, 2013

♥ New Book I'm Writing! ♥

Okay so as you may know I am writing a new book.
I haven't been able to write in it for a while and I went on a long hiatus because I have been busy with school, and many other things in life. Now I am starting my book back up and going to make a great comeback! I have been wanting to do this for a long time now and this time I will definitely try sticking to it! If you are interested in reading my book then you can read about it below or go to my page at:

Of course you can read it on my blog because I will be posting my book on my blog and my chapters on here as well, or if you want to read it in a more traditional style or just from the website, then you are free to as well. The description and prologue of my book is below.

Knight of the Crimson Moon

 Go on a journey with a special girl named Scarlett. She doesn't know at first about her special powers or capabilities she has; until she begins to discover more mysteries, and secrets about herself. 

Knight of the Crimson Moon Prologue:

A bright moon arises at the start of Scarlett's journey. She is now a 18 year old girl hoping, and seeking knowledge of her past. Go on a journey with her as she meets new people, and begins to find out the truth about herself, and who her parents were. Her road is filled with many obstacles, as she discovers deep into the past, and learn about the future of her life. She doesn't know about her powers or capabilities she has yet to discover, but will her destiny make an impact on the whole world?

So what do you think of it? If you have any questions, comments, or suggestions about my book, drop a comment below the page and I will be happy to hear from you. I decided to give you more in posting the characters of the book and even though the characters look short, I will add more to it later as the book goes along.


Scarlett Crimson- A tom-boyish girl who yet wants to discover who she really is. Her parents died when she was 3, and barely knew about them. She currently lives in the Crimson Estate, which she inherited by her parents who were wealthy doctors. She lives with her friend, maid, and caretaker whose name is Elizabeth. Scarlett goes on a journey, and meets people along the way. She doesn't know about her powers yet, but soon she will discover more about herself. 
Elizabeth Smith- The caretaker, and friend of Scarlett. She lives with Scarlett whom she refers to as Master Crimson. Elizabeth used to be close friends with Scarlett's parents, and know about them more than Scarlett does, but she doesn't let Scarlett know that much about them. She takes care of the estate, and often tends to the garden. She works as a maid for Scarlett, and cares deeply much for her.

Master Blain (Blain Crow)- Scarlett's master, and trainer. You will soon meet him as the story continues. Master Blain is like a guardian, and mentor to Scarlett. He watches over her, and cares a great deal for her. He looks to her as his own child. He soon teaches Scarlett about the basics of fighting, training, and how to maintain her power, and abilities. He lives, and takes care of the Saint Hill Church. Scarlett found out about him through Elizabeth, and he knows about Scarlett's parents.
That's it for it now. I will be posting the first chapter soon. Stay tuned.